You were not handed Yahweh. You were handed a version of Him built by councils, enforced by centuries, and presented as the real thing. And somewhere along the way — whether you stayed or walked away — something in you knew it wasn't.
That knowing was right.
This book uncovers what Yahweh actually revealed about His own nature — not through doctrine or institutional interpretation, but through His own words, in His own voice, across the full arc of Scripture. It shows how those who surrendered to Him completely experienced His life directly — undone, addressed, and sent — and why that same encounter is still available to anyone willing to come without a pre-packaged version of who He is.
It names the cost He has always asked. It traces the pursuit He has never abandoned. And it closes with two people who surrendered everything and found Him exactly where He said He would be.
He is nothing like what you were told. He is exactly who He has always said He is. And He is still saying the same thing He has always said.
Let Me be your God.
You built the life. You did the work. Something is still wrong.
For most of her life, Susannah LaPoint managed herself well — building a wellness coaching business, facilitating breathwork, collecting the tools the world promised would finally work. And underneath all of it, a quiet knowing she couldn't silence: none of this is actually it.
Why we had to speak.
This isn’t a church. This isn't a ministry.
This is not about an institution. This is not another voice telling you what to believe.
It is a response to something we could no longer ignore — a pull toward Him that wouldn't let us stay quiet. If you've felt it too, you know exactly what we mean.
Senetru exists for those being drawn into direct relationship with the Father. We provide resources that cut through centuries of institutional doctrine and filters to get to the root of what people truly surrendered to Yahweh were actually saying, doing, and experiencing.
Surrender comes before understanding. He leads you into truth — not a system, not a method, not another person standing between you and Him.
You aren't drifting. You're waking up.
Our Story
What We've Come to See
Many people sense that something isn’t right—but can’t quite explain why. We recognized that same unease, and as we paid attention, certain things became clear.
The more we looked, the harder it became to ignore the evidence.
Jesus did not present Himself as the end point. He consistently directed people to the Father. He spoke of real access to God Himself.
What He lived was not allegiance to a system, but surrender to the will of a loving Father. His life was marked by trust, dependence, and being led by the Spirit of God.
That way of life stands in sharp contrast to what is often taught and experienced today.
Institutions center themselves on programs, routines, rituals and explanations that never lead people into real relationship with God. Teachings frequently avoid the hardest truths—about surrender, change, and the cost of following God—while offering reassurance in their place.
Senetru exists to point back to the One we lost sight of:
The Most High God— accessed through His Son, Jesus Christ.
WHAT “SENETRU” MEANS
The name Senetru came without agenda or planning. It isn’t tied to a language, culture, or religion.
Over time, it’s come to represent something simple:
truth spoken without permission,
freedom from systems that cannot give life,
and the courage to follow God even when it costs something.
If you’re waking up from the lie…
If you’ve been watching from the edge…
If you’ve always known something wasn’t right…
This place is for you.